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Saturday, February 8, 2025

Finding Hope in Kensington: A Response to a Misleading Message of Life and God's Love for Those Struggling with Addiction

For as well-meaning as this message is, the part after the comma implies that anyone who has died prematurely is dead because God wanted them dead.  That is so incredibly wrong and a total misunderstanding of the Love of God. 

This blog addresses that wrong understanding.

Not long ago, I saw this post in my Facebook feed and felt the immediate need to respond to it. Here is my response provided to you with the assistance of AI to bring my thoughts together.

This document addresses the complex issue of premature death among individuals struggling with substance use disorder, particularly within the context of Kensington, Philadelphia. It seeks to offer a message of hope and redemption, grounded in Judeo-Christian principles, while acknowledging the harsh realities of addiction and the systemic challenges faced by this community. We will examine the phrase, "Someone at your age is already dead, but you're still alive because God wants you alive," exploring its theological implications and proposing more compassionate and biblically accurate alternatives specifically tailored to this context.

The Biblical Perspective on Life, Death, and Hope

The Bible consistently emphasizes the sanctity and value of every human life, created in God's image. Think about that for a moment – each of us, regardless of our struggles, bears the very image of God. As Genesis 1:27 tells us, "So God created mankind in his own image, in the image of God he created them; male and female he created them."1 This inherent worth extends to all individuals, regardless of their circumstances.

  1. God's Unconditional Love: The Scriptures affirm God's deep love and care for each person, even in their brokenness. This love isn't something we earn or that depends on our successes; it's a free gift offered to all. Romans 5:8 captures this beautifully: "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." It really speaks to the radical nature of God's love, reaching us even in our most vulnerable state.

  2. Death and the Reality of Suffering: The Bible doesn't shy away from the reality of suffering and death in this world. Ecclesiastes 3:2 simply states, "a time to be born and a time to die," reminding us that death is a part of the human experience. The premature deaths caused by overdose and related complications are undeniably tragic, but they aren't outside the realm of God's awareness or compassion. Psalm 34:18 offers comfort in these dark times: "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." This verse offers solace to those struggling with addiction and those who have lost loved ones to it.

  3. Hope for Redemption and New Life: Even in the darkness of addiction, the Bible offers a message of hope and the possibility of redemption. 2 Corinthians 5:17 gives us this powerful promise: "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!" This verse speaks to the transformative power of faith,2 offering a fresh start and the potential for healing and restoration. Even when we stumble and struggle, the promise of new life remains.

Reframing Our Language in Kensington: From Judgment to Compassion

The original phrase, while well-intentioned, can be particularly problematic in the context of addiction. It can inadvertently imply judgment and condemnation, further isolating individuals already battling shame and despair.

  1. Addressing the Stigma: The phrase's implication that those who have died from overdose were somehow "unwanted" by God reinforces the stigma surrounding addiction. This stigma can be a huge barrier, preventing individuals from seeking help and perpetuating a cycle of suffering.

  2. A Message of Hope and Healing: Instead of focusing on the contrast between life and death, it's so much more helpful to offer a message of hope, healing, and the possibility of recovery. A more compassionate and biblically sound alternative could be: "Every day is a precious gift. God sees your struggle and loves you unconditionally. There is hope for healing and a new beginning. Reach out for help, and know that you are not alone."

  3. Acknowledging Systemic Issues: It's also vital to acknowledge the systemic challenges that contribute to the crisis in Kensington, including poverty, lack of access to quality healthcare, and the pervasive nature of the drug trade. While personal responsibility is important, addressing these broader issues is also crucial for creating lasting change. Micah 6:8 calls us to action: "He has shown you, O mortal, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God."3 This verse reminds us of our responsibility to work for justice and show compassion to those in need.

Conclusion: A Call to Love and Action

The opioid crisis in Kensington demands a response rooted in both compassion and a commitment to action. By grounding our message in the biblical principles of God's unwavering love, the possibility of redemption, and the importance of social justice, we can offer genuine hope and support to those struggling with addiction. This approach not only honors the memory of those who have been lost but also empowers the living to seek help, find healing, and embrace the promise of a new life. Let us walk alongside those in Kensington, offering not judgment but love, mercy, and the unwavering hope found in Christ.


Friday, February 7, 2025

The Staggering Cost of Lost Potential: The Opioid Crisis and the Future We've Lost

(Gemini AI created this blog based on questions I plugged into it. I invite your thoughts on this. Please, please, share this with friends and people in positions of authority who perhaps have never considered these financial aspects of the tragedy of opioid death in our nation.)


The opioid crisis is a tragedy measured in lives lost, families shattered, and communities devastated. While the human cost is immeasurable, this article explores a less-discussed, yet equally significant consequence: the staggering loss of potential and the economic impact of premature deaths, particularly among young people. We will examine the unrealized contributions of those who die in their late teens and early twenties, the potential they held, and the taxes they would have contributed to society had their lives not been tragically cut short. This exploration aims to illuminate the profound and multifaceted impact of the opioid crisis, urging readers to recognize the urgency of the situation and become involved in finding solutions.

A Generation Stolen: The Human Cost

The opioid crisis has robbed the United States of countless futures. Young people, barely on the cusp of adulthood, are dying at alarming rates, leaving behind a void that extends far beyond their grieving families. Consider the sheer potential lost: the aspiring doctor who could have revolutionized medicine, the budding entrepreneur who might have created thousands of jobs, the artist whose work could have inspired generations. These are not just abstract possibilities; they are real lives, real talents, and real contributions that have been extinguished. We mourn not only the individuals they were, but also the individuals they could have become.

The Economic Fallout: Lost Tax Revenue

This loss of potential translates into a significant economic burden. While quantifying the value of a human life is impossible, we can attempt to estimate the lost tax revenue resulting from these premature deaths. Imagine a young person who dies at 20 from an overdose. Had they lived a full life, they would have likely entered the workforce, paid income taxes, property taxes, sales taxes, and contributed to Social Security and Medicare. Multiply that lost revenue by the thousands of young lives lost each year, and the figure becomes staggering.

Quantifying the Loss: Average Career Earnings and Tax Implications

Calculating the exact amount of lost tax revenue is complex. It requires making assumptions about future earnings, career paths, and tax rates, all of which are subject to change. However, even a conservative estimate reveals the immense financial impact of these preventable deaths. Let's consider average career earnings. While individual paths vary wildly, the Social Security Administration provides data on average lifetime earnings. A simplified example, using 2022 data, suggests average lifetime earnings for someone entering the workforce could be in the range of $1.5 million to $2 million (this is a very broad average and doesn’t account for varying education levels or career choices). Of course, this is a rough estimate and doesn’t account for inflation or potential career advancement.


Now, consider the tax implications. This individual would have paid income tax (federal, state, and local), payroll taxes (Social Security and Medicare), sales tax on purchases, and potentially property taxes. Again, these rates vary, but it's reasonable to assume that over a lifetime, a significant portion of those earnings would have gone towards taxes. Even a conservative estimate of, say, 20-30% of lifetime earnings going toward various taxes translates to hundreds of thousands of dollars lost per individual. Multiply that by the thousands of young people dying from overdoses, and the total lost tax revenue becomes a truly staggering figure, potentially reaching billions of dollars annually nationwide. Local, state, and federal governments are deprived of crucial funds that could be used for education, infrastructure, and other vital public services.

Beyond Economics: The Intangible Losses

Beyond the economic implications, the loss of human potential is a tragedy that cannot be measured in dollars and cents. These young people represented the future of our nation. They were our innovators, our leaders, our artists, and our thinkers. Their absence leaves a void in our society that will be felt for generations to come.

A Call to Action: Reclaiming Our Future

The opioid crisis is a complex problem with no easy solutions. However, recognizing the full scope of its impact, including the loss of potential and the economic consequences, is crucial for developing effective strategies for prevention and treatment. We must invest in programs that provide young people with the support and resources they need to avoid addiction. We must break down the stigma surrounding substance abuse and create a culture of compassion and understanding.


This is not just a problem for policymakers or healthcare professionals. It is a problem that affects all of us. We all have a role to play in addressing this crisis. Whether it is volunteering at a local treatment center, advocating for policy changes, or simply talking to our loved ones about the dangers of opioids, we can all make a difference. The lives of our young people, and the future of our nation, depend on it.


The Future of Addiction Treatment: The Threat to Medicaid-Funded Detox and the Role of Private Rehabilitation Centers

The Future of Addiction Treatment: The Threat to Medicaid-Funded Detox and the Role of Private Rehabilitation Centers

This blog entry was generated by ChatGPT based on questions that I presented to it.  This is not an "Anti-Trump" blog, nor is it intended to be 'political'. It is meant to serve as a guide now that Russell Vought has been confirmed as the head of the OMB.

Introduction

The battle against addiction in the United States has reached a critical juncture. With the opioid crisis surging—fueled largely by fentanyl and other synthetic drugs—access to detox and rehabilitation services has never been more essential. However, the confirmation of Russell Vought as Director of the Office of Management and Budget (OMB) presents a significant threat to Medicaid-funded addiction treatment programs.

Vought’s track record as a fiscal conservative and former Director of the Office of Management and Budget (OMB) includes repeated efforts to reduce Medicaid expenditures, impose work requirements on recipients, and shift the financial burden of addiction treatment away from federal assistance. Should he return to a leadership role in the Trump administration, we can anticipate severe reductions in Medicaid funding for detox and rehabilitation services—potentially leaving thousands, if not millions, of low-income individuals without a path to recovery.

This article explores the dangers of Vought’s potential policy changes and the responsibility of private insurance-funded rehab centers to step in and fill the gap. The stakes are life and death, and the decisions made in the coming months could determine the trajectory of America’s addiction crisis for years to come.

The Importance of Medicaid in Addiction Treatment

Medicaid as a Lifeline for Addiction Recovery

Medicaid is the largest payer for addiction treatment services in the U.S., covering millions of individuals who would otherwise have no access to detox, medication-assisted treatment (MAT), counseling, or inpatient rehabilitation. According to the Kaiser Family Foundation (KFF), in 2020, Medicaid covered 38% of all nonelderly adults with opioid use disorder (OUD)—a critical demographic in the fight against the opioid epidemic.[¹]

For many low-income individuals, Medicaid-funded treatment represents their only chance at recovery. The cost of a medically supervised detox program can range from $1,500 to $5,000, while a full 30-day inpatient rehab stay may exceed $30,000—figures that are simply unattainable for those in financial distress due to addiction.[²] Without Medicaid, these individuals would have nowhere to turn.

Vought’s Threat: Work Requirements and Medicaid Cuts

Russell Vought has consistently advocated for policies that restrict access to Medicaid, including the introduction of work requirements that would force recipients to prove employment or participation in job training in order to receive benefits. His past budget proposals sought to cut hundreds of billions of dollars from Medicaid, arguing that these reductions were necessary for fiscal responsibility.[³]

The flaw in this reasoning is clear: Individuals trapped in addiction are not simply unwilling to work; they are unable to work. Severe withdrawal symptoms, cognitive impairment, and the chaotic nature of substance use disorder make stable employment virtually impossible. By imposing work requirements on Medicaid recipients, Vought’s policies could eliminate access to detox and rehab services for the very people who need them most.

The Role of Private Detox and Rehab Facilities

A Moral and Financial Imperative

As Medicaid-funded programs face potential cuts, private insurance-funded detox and rehab centers will inevitably see an increase in demand. These facilities must now grapple with a fundamental question: Do they have an ethical responsibility to provide care for low-income individuals who would otherwise be left untreated?

Beyond the moral obligation, there is also a practical incentive for private rehab facilities to expand their accessibility. Untreated addiction leads to higher emergency room visits, increased crime rates, and greater strain on the healthcare system—all of which ultimately increase costs for taxpayers and private insurers alike.[⁴] Expanding access to treatment now can help prevent greater financial and social burdens later.

How Private Facilities Can Help Bridge the Gap

1. Sliding Scale Payment Models & Financial Assistance

To accommodate patients who may lose Medicaid coverage, private rehab centers should expand their financial assistance programs by:

Offering sliding scale payment options based on income.

Establishing scholarship programs for individuals ineligible for Medicaid but unable to afford treatment.

Creating low-cost detox units within their facilities for emergency cases.


2. Pressuring Insurance Companies to Expand Coverage

Historically, private insurance companies have imposed restrictive policies on addiction treatment, limiting coverage to short stays or requiring excessive preauthorizations. If Medicaid funding is cut, private insurers must adapt by:

Eliminating prior authorization delays for detox and rehab services.

Expanding coverage for longer treatment durations—a 5-day detox is often insufficient for individuals detoxing from fentanyl or other synthetic opioids.

Covering a wider range of treatment modalities, including intensive outpatient programs and long-term medication-assisted treatment.


3. Partnering with Public Health Agencies

While private facilities operate independently, they can still collaborate with public health organizations to ensure that individuals in crisis have a place to turn. Potential initiatives include:

State-funded vouchers allowing Medicaid-reliant individuals to receive treatment at private facilities.

Public-private partnerships where government grants fund a limited number of beds in private centers for low-income patients.

Expanded telehealth services to reach those who cannot afford in-person treatment.


4. Supporting Nonprofits and Faith-Based Organizations

Many nonprofit and faith-based addiction programs already serve uninsured and low-income populations, but they struggle with funding constraints. Private rehab facilities can support these organizations through:

Financial sponsorships or direct funding of nonprofit-run detox programs.

Donation-based treatment scholarships for individuals without insurance.

Training partnerships, where private rehab professionals volunteer their expertise to support nonprofit recovery programs.


5. Investing in Harm Reduction Strategies

While full detox and rehabilitation should always be the goal, harm reduction measures can save lives in the meantime. Private healthcare organizations and rehab facilities should expand their role in:

Narcan (naloxone) distribution to prevent overdose deaths.

Providing Suboxone and methadone access to help individuals transition off opioids safely.

Safe injection sites and fentanyl test strip distribution to reduce the risk of fatal overdoses.


The Consequences of Inaction

If Medicaid funding for detox and rehab services is slashed and private facilities fail to step up, the consequences will be severe:

Overdose deaths will increase, as individuals unable to access treatment resort to dangerous street drugs.

Emergency rooms will become overwhelmed, forced to handle detox patients with inadequate resources.

Homelessness, crime, and incarceration rates will rise, putting additional strain on law enforcement and social services.

By taking proactive steps now, private detox and rehab facilities can prevent a full-scale collapse of addiction treatment services and ensure that those in need are not abandoned.


Conclusion: A Call to Action

Russell Vought’s return to the Trump administration poses an existential threat to Medicaid-funded addiction treatment. If his policies are enacted, thousands of individuals may lose access to detox and rehab services, exacerbating an already dire opioid crisis.

The private sector must now decide: Will it rise to the occasion and provide care for those left behind, or will it allow a humanitarian crisis to unfold?

The answer to this question will determine not just the fate of individuals struggling with addiction but the future of America’s response to the opioid epidemic.

Sources:

[¹] Kaiser Family Foundation, 2020. Medicaid and Opioid Use Disorder.

[²] American Addiction Centers, 2023. Cost of Detox and Rehab Programs.

[³] Congressional Budget Office, 2019. Medicaid Budget Cut Proposals.

[⁴] National Institute on Drug Abuse, 2022. Economic Impact of Substance Abuse.



Saturday, February 1, 2025

The Light in the Darkness: A Belated Christmas Story from Kensington

"Truly, I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me." Matthew 25:40

I will never forget a Christmas moment in Kensington that etched itself onto my soul. I was visiting the precious people who live on the streets near Huntington Station, carrying water, bananas, and small gifts. Unlike my usual visits, this time, I also carried the Christmas story from the Gospel of Luke, printed on one side of a handout, with my own letter of love and reflection on the other.

These men and women, each "made in the image of God and worthy of the highest dignity and honor and respect and love," were going about their daily struggle for survival. They were panhandling, engaging in prostitution, and desperately trying to stave off the agonizing symptoms of drug withdrawal. Yet, even in this harsh reality, they graciously accepted the small offerings.


"He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." Psalm 147:3

I offered each person a copy of the Christmas story. Most accepted politely, a few declined, and I honored every response. Then there was her. I had known this woman for some time. She stood on a street corner, waiting to be picked up. I offered her water, a banana, and the Christmas story. "Yes, absolutely!" she exclaimed in reference to the Christmas story, her voice filled with a sudden spark of joy. A twinkle appeared in her eye as she tucked the handout into her coat pocket, and then, in the same moment, she climbed into a car driven by a man she had never met. She was off to provide a "sexual service," driven by the desperate need to buy the drugs her addicted body demanded.

The profound depth of her faith struck me in the days that followed.

Christian faith, drug addiction, and prostitution
can exist within the same person,
even in the bleak landscape of Kensington.

It’s a paradox, a mystery of grace. You might not understand it, but a person can be a devout Christian, filled with genuine faith, and still find themselves trapped in circumstances that seem to leave them no choice but to engage in activities otherwise seen as non-Christian. This faith, as Ephesians 2:8-9 reminds us, is not something we earn or achieve through our own actions: "For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God—not by works, so that no one can boast."2 It is a gift, freely given by God, even amidst the struggles and brokenness of life. As one dear friend, now living with her Savior, once said to me shortly after inviting me to her place of daily worship as a devout Roman Catholic, "It's time to go humiliate myself."

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:163

It is by God's grace that He accepts the sincere faith of this woman, a woman who sees no other way to survive than to sell her body. So, please, never assume that someone on the street corner is wholly lost. That individual might possess a faith stronger than you could imagine. Christian faith, drug addiction, and the struggles that accompany addiction can coexist as God works His healing. Let us never forget this. Let us remember the woman with the twinkling eye and the Christmas story tucked away in her pocket. Let us not forget that even in the darkest corners, the light of Christ can flicker and burn.

Let us pray for the people of Kensington, their healing, their hope, and their redemption. Let us pray that they may know the love of God, a love that embraces them even in their brokenness. And let us pray that in those circumstances where their knowledge of God's redemption and Love and faith in us as His Children far outweighs our own, we have the grace to learn from them: the addicted, the 'prostitute,' the dealer. And do not think that it cannot happen that we learn about Christian faith from these amazing human beings Created and Saved by God. 


The Whispers of Kensington: A Call to Action

 Friends,

Our nation is often consumed by the clamor of political discourse, and it's easy to get lost in the noise. But today, I want to pull back the curtain and invite you into a world that often goes unseen, a world that whispers for our attention: Kensington.

For eight years, I've walked the streets of Kensington, a neighborhood grappling with the intertwined crises of addiction, homelessness, and a tragically broken system of care. I've met incredible people – resilient, resourceful, and deeply human – trapped in circumstances that would crush the strongest spirit. Their stories have become a part of me, and I've shared them with you, hoping to ignite a spark of compassion and inspire action.

But recently, my voice has been quieter. Life has dealt its share of blows. The past year has brought the devastating loss of people I held close, losses that echoed through my soul and silenced my pen. Grief, raw and unrelenting, took center stage.

And if I'm honest, there was something else. Discouragement. It felt like my words about Kensington were falling on deaf ears. When I ventured into the realm of national politics, the responses, both positive and negative, flooded in. But the silence surrounding Kensington, the place etched on my heart, was a heavy weight.

This disconnect brought a stark realization: I haven't been sharing the Kensington story with the consistency and passion it deserves. That changes now. I'm recommitting to amplifying the voices of Kensington, to bringing their experiences to the forefront of our collective consciousness.

Though Christmas has passed, the needs of Kensington remain. As I recommit to writing about Kensington I will share a long overdue Christmas Story of hope and resilience. These stories transcend the tinsel and carols and speak to the fundamental human need for connection and compassion. 

I share these stories primarily through the written word, rarely using photos or videos. This is a deliberate choice. I believe in the power of words to paint vivid pictures, to evoke empathy, and to demand engagement. I want you to read these stories, to let them sink in, to allow them to challenge your perceptions and stir your soul.

I deeply respect the work of those who document Kensington with sensitivity and grace. There's one individual in particular whose approach resonates deeply with me. He possesses a rare gift: the ability to capture the humanity of Kensington, not through the lens of exploitation but through the lens of respect and love. His video interviews are conducted with professionalism and genuine care, honoring the dignity and stories of each person he encounters. His work is truly remarkable, a testament to the power of compassion in cinematic storytelling. I hope to collaborate with him more closely in the future, weaving together the power of words and visuals to create a more complete and impactful picture of this complex community.

My silence has ended. The whispers of Kensington will be heard. But I can't do this alone. I need you. I need your support in three crucial ways:

1. Pray for Kensington: Prayer is a powerful force. Pray for the individuals struggling on the streets, for the organizations working tirelessly to provide aid, and for a shift in our collective consciousness that will lead to real, lasting change. Pray for me, that I may have the strength and wisdom to continue this work.

2. Invest in Kensington: Financial support is essential. Your contributions, no matter the size, directly impact the lives of those in Kensington. They provide food, shelter, medical care, and pathways to recovery. They offer a lifeline of hope in a place where hope often feels extinguished. Here is a link to my donation options page.

3. Join the Movement: If you feel a calling to do more, consider joining me in Kensington. Your presence, willingness to listen, and helping hands are invaluable. Whether you can volunteer your time, offer your skills, or simply share the stories of Kensington with your network, your involvement can make a tangible difference. 

Kensington is not just a place on a map; it's a microcosm of the challenges facing our society. It's a call to action, a reminder that we are all connected and that we all have a role to play in creating a more just and compassionate world. Join me. Let's amplify Kensington's whispers and turn them into a chorus of hope.

In Him,

Chris

Wednesday, December 11, 2024

Vacation Days Are Here - More Opportunities to Serve in Kensington!

Today, December 11th, 2024, is my last employment work day this year. I'm taking vacation days between now and January 1st, 2025. :-) 


While I have yet to learn all the specifics, I intend to serve in various capacities on the streets of Kensington between now and when I return to work. I'm looking forward to every opportunity to interact with the amazing people living on the streets and those who have called Kensington their family home for generations. It truly is a fantastic combination of people. 


There will be additional expenses to do so. I do everything I can to keep you informed on my adventures and ministry attempts, and I could use your support. I know many of you are praying for me daily. If you feel so led, could I ask for your financial assistance during this vacation? 


To do so, I invite you to this blog page to learn how to send funding. 


https://behealedfromemotionaltrauma.blogspot.com/p/ministry-funding-options.html



Thank you for considering partnering with me during my vacation. Stay tuned for blogs and other reports on how things are going. The needs are great, but our God is greater.


Sunday, December 8, 2024

Wandering the Streets

 Wandering the Streets

It was around 2:30 p.m. when I started visiting the people on the streets today, Sunday, December 8th, 2024. I've come to understand that the best way to meet people is to walk around, not just set up shop in the trunk of my car to share the water, song sheets, cards, and the occasional case of bananas. 


I leisurely meander, and I visit…


I started at the corner of Ruth Street and Somerset Street, in front of The Last Stop. I walked to Kensington Avenue and down to Tusculum (at the intersection in the opening scene of Rocky, specifically at the 51-second mark). I crossed the street and made my way back up towards Somerset.


Along the way, I welcomed and heard the stories of the people who call this community home. 


A block from Somerset, I saw a face in the distance that I had not seen in quite some time. She was walking toward me, although she did not know it in that moment. She was just doing her thing as she does day in and day out. We got within range, and I called out… 


Hey Kimmy! 


She looked up and gave me a big smile. We met in the middle of the intersection. She initiated a hug and just hung on for a while. 


We had not seen each other in possibly a year. We asked each other how we were doing, and she mentioned how she hadn't seen me in a while. I explained that I'd been moving from one Delaware County location to another. She seemed to appreciate how busy that would have made me. 


Kimmy is an equestrian who almost presented her skills at the Devon Horse Show, but addiction issues prevented her from doing so. 


In the past couple of years, Kimmy has been shot twice in two separate shootings in front of Rocky’s rental apartment that led to the death of an individual in each of those shootings. And I must admit I ask her each time I see her if she has managed to avoid bullets. She smiled today and said yes. 


As we were talking, Dave walked up to us on the corner, and so the three of us were just talking about the stuff of life, some related to the streets, and some just really the things of life. People living on those streets do appreciate the opportunity to not dwell day in and day out and minute in and minute on addiction-related topics. They want to be treated like humans. And that's what I try to do. 


Before we said our goodbyes,


I made sure that they had a new supply of cards to share with people who might be treating them disrespectfully. I also gave them each a song sheet, a fresh supply of water, and one more hug to Kimmy, who again initiated it and just hung on. 


This is a community of individuals living a literal hell. Some people would say they are doing so by their choice, but as the Reagan administration finally came to understand, “Just say no” does not work. Nor does that phrase 


They're just not ready. 


These incredible, inspirational human beings have been made in God's image and are worthy of the highest dignity, honor, respect, and love. The city of Philadelphia must find a way to deal with this situation to represent this concept and provide the care these fantastic human beings would genuinely like to have. 


I pray that Kimmy can get back to her equestrian activities someday. I pray for Dave. I pray for the other estimated 2,000 people living this nightmare.


Friday, November 29, 2024

My Heart Hurts

On this night, Thanksgiving Night 2024, I share a sad story and a sub-story within the story.

In a slow moment in my day, I turned to Facebook and saw a live video feed by Mal. He was doing his thing on the streets, specifically Kensington Avenue, when he unexpectedly came across the moment when one of our loved ones was being pronounced deceased by an ambulance crew, and a sheet was being placed over the young man's body while they awaited the van, which would take his body away.

That is heartbreaking enough, and yet there was one sub-story that would have gone unknown inside of this video, and it is that part of this video, in addition to the death witnessed in the video, that breaks my heart on this night of Thanksgiving. 


At approximately the 5-minute 30-second mark in the video, Mal walks across the street to discuss the situation with the men and women sitting on the sidewalk. Amy, one of my Delco 5, referred to as Allison in this blog series, is the woman in the dark winter coat who offers the most information. 


I'm telling you this now because I want you to try to understand something. The men and women who you see on the streets have backstories. Amy's backstory that I'm aware of involves a near-fatal overdose and two doses of Narcan, which I gave her and from which she revived only to be told by a registered nurse in the emergency room, which an ambulance took her to, that she must get out of the emergency room. 


Amy's time on the streets may have been permanently interrupted if that registered nurse had fulfilled her moral and professional obligation and treated Amy as a patient and not as an addict to be dismissed. 


We speak of the dreadful nature of drugs on the street, and they are dreadful. We must look at our own healthcare provision of these amazing human beings and how we can do things better and more entirely in ways relevant to the patient, not simply the bottom line of the organization commissioned to provide the care.


Sunday, November 10, 2024

Tony Campolo - Radical Discipleship

I recently rediscovered a cassette recording of a message from Dr. Tony Campolo that is very much responsible for making me who I am today.  

I share this with you.







 

Friday, May 10, 2024

The Civil War and Slavery in the States of Our Nation... and the civil war and slavery in the disease of our addictions

The battle that goes on in the mind of the patient with Substance Use Disorder has a lot of comparison with our Nation's Civil War.

In this first video, I offer an example of how they compare and what we should do in response to the comparison.



Here are a couple of documentaries to help us better understand the comparison of 

The Civil War over slavery of humans
and 
the civil war of slavery battling in the minds of humans

As you watch these documentaries,

PLEASE

transpose these battle of bullets, bayonets and blood
and the knowledge of how to win such battles
in such a way that the battles within the mind 
diseased by addiction 
can achieve an equivalent victory.

I welcome the input of militarily trained persons
and those with knowledge of this part of our history
who have a heart for addicted persons
to chime in on this discussion.









Thursday, May 9, 2024

Is the Homeless Population of People in Kensington Responsible for All the Money Coming in for Drugs?


In this video, 
I refer to a spreadsheet that you can review and enter your own numbers as you wish.
(Only change to BOLD PINK numbers.)

I welcome your thoughts on this.

Please share with others.

Thank you.

Chris




 

Monday, March 25, 2024

Health Care Professionals... Listen Up!  

When that addicted person is in front of you as your patient, you are their ONLY hope for healing...  

Here's one example of what happens when you fail in your caregiving...

I've known Amy since the first day of my visits to Kensington. Here's a picture of her before drug use. 

I wrote this blog about Amy under the name Allison on Wednesday, May 6, 2020.

Allison at Episcopal: "Get Out of My Emergency Room!"

It would have been better for Amy if that nurse had encouraged her to stay in the E.R. instead of telling her to leave.

Here is Amy now during a recent interview with AML Films: 

Please take the time to listen and learn from her.


Please pray that Amy finds the healing she longs for so much.


Saturday, March 16, 2024

On the surface of the issue, my dearest friend died of an overdose on February 21st, 2024.

On the surface of the issue, my dearest friend died of an overdose on February 21st, 2024. I start that sentence with “On the surface of the issue… ".

I do so because, yes, on the surface of the issue, it appears that her body succumbed to an excessive amount of illicit street drugs. But we must look deeper. And there are so many directions into which we must look. My next several writings will be separate writings looking at various aspects of what served as a jigsaw puzzle of pieces creating the puzzle that ended the Earthly life of my best friend. 


Several times throughout her seeking detox care, she would go to a medical clearance facility or a detox center itself and start to go through the process of entry into care. For reasons that perhaps don't make sense to us in our non-addicted brain circuitry but made perfect sense to her in her drug-addicted brain circuitry which had been rewired and hijacked by her officially recognized disease process of substance use disorder, she walked away from the process. She gave up on that day.


I'll spare you all the details of her reasoning to get to the point of this particular message. 


There was a consistent pattern of intake personnel whether on the streets of Kensington or an admissions department in a facility who looked at my dear friend after her multiple attempts at seeking care and walking away when they said to her 


“This is your last time. If you walk away now we will not attempt to help you again.”


(For any individual struggling to feel accepted by family, friends, or society as a whole,

the only thing this statement does in the mind of that individual

is to tell them very directly that they do not have a place in this world,

and bit by bit they are being shoved out of every opportunity that they have for healing.)



From their perspective, I completely understand why one would be tempted to say this. My dear friend had presented herself to you this time and then that time and another time after that and maybe a fourth time etc. You're getting tired of it. You're getting tired of seeing her show up and then show up and then show up and then show up only to walk away. 


She kept showing up and that's what you were supposed to celebrate. 


Just like the diabetic patient who keeps showing up in your emergency room or ambulance because their diabetes is out of control and they can't seem to stop eating the sweets, my dearest and best friend came to you seeking care because she wanted care and could not get beyond herself because of the rewired circuitry of her brain caused by the disease known as substance use disorder. 


You are a professional! 


It is your responsibility to look beyond the annoyance of her showing up and then showing up and then showing up and then showing up! It is your responsibility as the medical professional who you are to look at her and say 


“I thank God that you are here again and again and again and again doing everything you possibly can to get beyond the circuitry of your brain and find healing!”


 But no!


You told her to leave and to not come back or to go to some other facility or you ignored her while she sat in your waiting area until she left unnoticed because you were tired of dealing with her. It Is not your job nor is it your privilege to ignore her in any way shape or form. It is your job to sit there for your hourly wage and serve her, the patient in front of you at that moment. She's in front of you! Just do her paperwork again and again and again and again and again and maybe one of those days it would have stuck and she would have found healing. But you in your lack of professionalism did not do the paperwork and she in the terror of her rewired addicted brain did not stay.


She is dead. 


She will never live to have her family of four children. 


She will never live to complete her Bachelor of Science in Nursing degree and enter society professionally as a BSN RN specializing in her goal of neonatal Intensive Care Unit nursing. 


She will never have the joy of touring the world and seeing the sights.


She will never again make candles or jewelry as her favorite hobbies.


She will never again hug her Dad, Grandmother, me, her cats, or mine.


She will never again enjoy DiGiorno rising crust pizza with pepperoni or Deluxe or sausage/pepperoni Bagel Bites or the sweetness of one of her favorite candies: Skittles. 


She will never again drink half a gallon of apple juice in one day or her preferred Wawa whole milk.


She will never again have the opportunity to surprise her loved ones with a special homemade breakfast, lunch, or dinner on any holiday.


She will never ever again create a homemade card that celebrates the love she feels for her loved ones. 


The next time any patient with substance use disorder is in front of you and may have been in front of you before and before and before and before and before, look at that individual and say 


“Welcome back. Let's make this happen this time.”


And if you want to take the conversation a little bit further, delicately ask them what the issues are that have been causing them to walk away. If it's something that you can correct, please do so. This is someone's daughter, son, father, mother, aunt or uncle, wife or husband or lover. 


If it is not something that you can directly correct such as staggering PTSD that needs painkillers and the only painkillers that they can get are illicit street drugs then make note of that inpatient intake observation and make sure that your patient sitting in front of you is given a warm handoff to the professional who can provide that higher level of care.


That would have helped in my dear friend's case. 


but no. 


but no. 


She’s Dead.


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